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[(07 03 06 ) (09:11pm)] [ music | modest mouse. ] the past year has been nothing but drama, stress, heartless boys, bad metalcore shows, arguments and friends who really just don't care. in one of those wasted 365 days, i lost myself. i've become this person i can't stand, living a life i don't care about. my fondest memories are from years past, with people who were once the world to me. but my days are too busy of nothing to give them time anymore. i really don't know where i'm going and it really scares me. i miss the girl i used to be, i never cared about anything but laying in the grass and every band on saddle creek records. i didn't put up with drama, i avoided small talk and i could pick a person apart the day we met. now, i'm a mess, with choppy hair and lungs full of smoke. i get angry and throw things. i scream and cuss and cry. i get my hopes up, i let people take advantage of me. i used to just be blunt, but now i'm just mean. i don't feel anything anymore. it's time for me to get rid of every negative thing and person in my life. it's time to stop waiting and start existing. READ 3 COMMENT

[(06 05 06 ) (06:54pm)] here i go! off to hang out with my muhfuckin ghetto ass ex boyfriend! maybe we'll drink a lot and smoke neeewwwports! COMMENT

[(06 01 06 ) (09:35am)] nothing's going right. in fact, just about everything is going wrong.

[(05 29 06 ) (05:35pm)] testing! READ 5 COMMENT

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